The Voyage: Roz Savage
Day 78: The Big Wuss Principle
16 Feb 2006

In the groove - some disciplined rowing.
16 Feb, 06 - 20:36

I have received that rarest of things - a piece of unsolicited advice that is helpful. The text said,

'When I was trying to stop smoking, a mate said just stop putting fags in your mouth, you big wuss.

So just stop letting your routine break down - let your non-emotional mind stay in charge, you big wuss.'

For some reason this message hit home where more sophisticated arguments had failed. I'd been failing to make that essential link between present actions and desired future outcome. I want to get to Antigua, and soon. How am I going to get there? Teleport? No, get rowing!

I was quite embarrassed that my outlook could be so revolutionised by such a painfully simple piece of advice, but when I thought about it I found some consolation in the fact that it seems to be a common human failing at all levels.

I want to lose weight.
So stop eating so much, you big wuss!

I want a more exciting life.
So do something exciting, you big wuss!

I want my children to know a planet with rainforests/glaciers/diversity of species.
So start living a greener lifestyle/using energy from renewable sources/recycling your rubbish, you big wuss!

I want global peace.
So stop starting wars, you big W!
(or is that just hypocrisy?)

I now call this my Big Wuss principle.

Thank you to George from Atlantic4. That's the second good piece of advice you've given me, the first being on Day 1 of the race: 'your watermaker probably has air in it and needs priming'. Dammit, man, I may have to review my prejudice about unsolicited advice from men.

Note to non- British readers: 'wuss' is a mild term of abuse, implying weakness of some sort. A bit like 'wimp', but less harsh.

Other stuff:

In Eddy's clutches again...

Great progress this morning due in part, I suspect, to an eddy. I saw clumps of green weed floating in the water, which Tiny tells me are a tell-tale sign. Just hoping Mr Eddy doesn't now decide to do something naughty, like whisk me south after I've worked so hard to get back up close to 17°N... oh, just checked my position, and he already has. Swine.

Texts: thanks for messages from AJ, HSS, Derrick and Elizabeth Pitard, James O, DB, Firinne, Margaret and Bob, Kurt, K&T in Canada, Jeff, John T (I do have something in mind even more challenging... Just still trying to decide if it's a challenge too far), Steve from the Vivaldi Atlantic 4 (respect!), Helen from Univ, Pascale and Terrence (anything I want in Antigua? What sort of thing did you have in mind? A good dinner and a comfy bed will do for starters!), Martin Chambers, H Briers.

Rita Savage's PS: More sponsored miles looming: 2202 Phil Goodier; 2222 Yannis Niotis. Brief paragraph about Roz and HMS Southampton in today's Guardian, Telegraph and Times.
A party to welcome Roz back from her voyage is being planned for March 23rd in London. See her Home Page for details.

For GPS position, race position and miles from La Gomera, see

Wind: E, 12kts (estimate)
Weather: sunshine and cloud
Sea state: moderate
Hours rowing: 12

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Day 77: Stealth Sedna
15 Feb 2006

HMS Southampton - Desperately seeking Sedna

15 Feb, 06 - 20:31

Apparently HMS Southampton had some difficulty in locating me yesterday, despite having some of the best radar equipment money can buy.

It's not really surprising - I was perfectly camouflaged. A small silver boat on a glittering sea (as it was until shortly before they launched the RIB), hidden by huge waves.

So if anybody wants to stage an invasion of Britain, they could do worse than deploy a fleet of small silver rowing boats on a sunny day...

Other stuff:

For the benefit of regular texters, and maybe of passing interest to others, this is how my ocean-going comms setup works, or occasionally doesn't....

If you send me a text via the Iridium website, it comes straight through to my satphone. Now when I say satphone, I want you to visualise a mobile phone circa 1990. It's big and chunky, and it's a nightmare to text from (press 1 three times to get 'c', for example). That's why I acknowledge your texts in my dispatch rather than texting back to you.

When I connect the satphone to my iPaq the phone is acting purely as a modem. My iPaq can't 'see' the satphone as your PC might 'see' an iPod or PDA. So I can't download texts from the satphone to the iPaq. If I want to keep a note of your words of wit and wisdom I have to copy them by hand into my logbook.

Iridium satphone courtesy of Gcomm, iPaq PDA from
Explorers Web.

Another limitation of the satphone is that it can only hold a maximum of 29 text messages, which is why it causes me a problem if someone sends a message spread over 4 or 5 texts. I get my weather info via text and sometimes this can't get through because the satphone has hit its mailbox limit. I have to clear down the messages a couple of times a day to make sure the vital ones can get through.

So if you have a longer message, it's better if you use the Contact form on my website. This will also mean I have a permanent record of your email address, which I don't have if you text me (unless I copy it down manually, which I haven't been doing). Messages from the Contact page go to my land-based email address and my mother picks them up daily. She'll either tell me about them, or forward them on to my top secret only-my-mother-knows expedition email address.

The reason I don't give out the expedition email address to all and sundry is not because I'm getting above myself. It's because these emails come through to my iPaq via the satphone link, and this link is extremely slow and extremely expensive ($1.50/minute).

This may all sound painfully low-tech, but believe it or not this is just about as good as expedition comms get. The Iridium satphone handset isn't cheap - about £1000 - but technology-wise it's a long way behind land-based mobile phones.

Which reminds me... one final note. I think some of my friends have tried texting me on my normal mobile phone number. Errrr, it doesn't work in mid-ocean. Not too many mobile phone masts out here. I'll get those texts if/when I reach Antigua!

Text messages
Pro - I generally get them the day you send them, unless my phone has hit its limit of 29 messages
Con - only suitable for short messages, and I have to clear down the messages daily.

Contact form
Pro - better for longer messages, and I will have a permanent record of your email address and words of wisdom
Con - my mother gets to read it first, and may or may not send it on to me, depending on content and length (definitely nothing over about 8K)

And finally, if you do send me a text, do please remember to sign it, or at least enter your email address, or I won't know who it's from!

AH: you texted me about the difference between 100% and 99.23% being a very zen concept. I need to know more - very relevant to my next project. Can you send more (via contact form, please) or refer me to further reading?

Thanks for texts and/or Valentine wishes from Molly the teddy at Southbourne Juniors (I'll get Monty back to you just as soon as I can), RJA, Julian, Celina & Barnaby Hamm, Penny, Nick, Matthew & Ben Collier, Malcolm Brookes, Sandi and the US fanclub (?!), Keith and Isabel Martin, Alasdair from Team Sevenoaks, Sarah Whittingham (you're a dark horse! Great to hear from you), John T, Jeff (I'm sure it would be the only boat in the world called 'Baboon Balls'. But I'm sure there are easier ways to become a celebrity!), Tim Ratbag (mmm, eating those yummy miles!), DB, Lizann, Ian Jackson, Rick, Margaret and Bob, Kevin, Natalie (four seasons in one day yesterday - didn't know at the start of each shift whether to wear waterproof, windproof, t-shirt, or nothing!), HSS, Steve Duffy (keep me posted!).

B - I knew the rose was from you, really. You are daft - I'm not even there!

Rita Savage's PS: A party to welcome Roz back from her voyage is being planned for March 23rd in London. See her Home Page for details.
Incase you haven't discovered this: if you click on the pictures above you can see a larger version - much clearer- you can see Roz' smile!

For GPS position, race position and miles from La Gomera, see

Wind: E, variable (estimate)
Weather: sunshine, squalls
Sea state: rough
Hours rowing: 12

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Day 76 The Ultimate Valentine Greeting
14 Feb 2006

SHIP AHOY! HMS Southampton

14 Feb, 06 - 20:44

It has to be the ultimate Valentine's greeting - HMS Southampton dropped by today en route from Grenada to say hello and wish me a happy Valentine's Day. They would have happily brought chocolates (and a bacon butty) as well, but unfortunately race rules forbid.

I got a text from my mother this morning: SOUTHAMPTON IMMINENT, so I was on the lookout for them and luckily I spotted them before they spotted me, giving me time to make myself decent. Thank heavens they didn't see me leaning in through my hatch, desperately trying to find some shorts, full moon on display.

Four guys came speeding over in a RIB to say hi - the first human faces I'd seen since 27th December. And what nice cheery faces they were too. They passed on greetings from my friends Rodney Byram and Jill and Colin Habgood.

The guys pop over to wish me a Happy
Valentine's Day.

Once they'd returned to their vessel and I'd taken up my oars again, there was a magical moment - HMS Southampton steered alongside me, Her Majesty's Ship looking impressively huge, Sedna Solo looking incredibly small, and they sounded their klaxon. The men on deck waved to me and I waved back, then the great ship pointed herself east and with a roar of her engines and a gust of diesel fumes she cruised off into the distance.

Who could ask for a more special Valentine than that?

Many thanks to Rodney Byram and Cdr Mike Pearey for making it possible.

P.S. For anyone concerned about the effect on my morale/routine of this visit, fear not. Clicked straight back into schedule.

Texts: thanks to Marina (thanks for offering to send a copy of Ben and James's documentary - would love to see it. Mum's address is on my website), James O, Susan Collett (wow! There's a name from the past! Lovely to hear from you), Guy Clayton in Hamble, Pauline (thanks for the Valentines Day thought - how true!), Luke J in Dublin (next time I'm in Dublin I'll take you up on that Guinness therapy), Hugh and Paula and all the little Tebays, Sam K (phew, relief! thought you'd deserted me), M&B, Karen Luscombe, Kevin, Tom in NZ, Duncan, Tim (hope today's dispatch answered your question), Natalie (no worries! you hit nail on the head - pride and frustration two main driving forces at the moment), John T (I was on TV? - cool!), HSS, Mark Reid, George Simpson (sensible advice - am getting the hang of it now), Trish (good to hear from you at last!), Pascale and Terrence, John T (was that red rose from you?!), AJ.

Rita Savage's PS: Some more thankyous today: to the person who sent me a bouquet of flowers on Valentine's Day, nice to be thanked for looking after my own daughter. To the one who sent a single red rose addressed to Roz, but with my Leeds address: I have taken a photograph of it for Roz and told her about it. She thinks she knows who sent it! Thanks to some more people who have made donations, and/or sent messages.

For GPS position, race position and miles from La Gomera, see

Wind: E, 20kts (estimate)
Weather: sunshine, numerous squalls
Sea state: rough
Hours rowing: 12

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Day 75: The Perfect Adventure
13 Feb 2006

If in doubt, use a pic of the sky ... here's a
nice sunrise for you.

13 Feb, 06 - 20:41

The perfect adventure

Last night as I rowed along under the full moon, I was thinking about what constitute the ingredients for the perfect adventure. Here's my theory...

It should involve the achievement of some external goal, ideally at the end of the adventure. This is the problem with mountains - once you've reached the summit you still have to get back down. This is at best an anticlimax and at worst the point at which it all goes disastrously wrong.

To heighten the drama, there should be a period of stuck-ness, around two-thirds or three-quarters of the way through, when it seems that obstacles will prevent the achievement of the goal... followed, hopefully, by a triumphant conclusion.

Throughout the adventure there should ideally be little highlights - special moments of beauty to inspire and encourage the adventurer, to be remembered and appreciated when looking back.

And there also have to be tough times. This is the crux of the matter. The adventure should, as well as achieving an external goal, allow the adventurer to achieve a personal objective - to either discover or develop at least one desirable character trait. To do this they will have to step outside their comfort zone, and this by definition causes discomfort and despondency.

My hypothesis is this:

The degree of suffering is directly related to the distance outside the comfort zone. The greater the distance outside the comfort zone, the greater the personal growth will ultimately be.

This is good news. It means that bad times are actually good times, because in the end they make it all more worthwhile. It also means that if circumstances conspire to frustrate the external objective (capsizes, sinkings etc), the adventurer may well have achieved the personal objective so all is not lost. The adventure is as much about the journey as it is about the destination..

I'm quite fond of my theory. It certainly sums up what I hope to get out of my adventures. Feel like I've had enough of the hardship/journey bit now though, and quite keen to get to the 'triumphant conclusion' bit. This ocean is just a bit too big.

Other stuff:

As you may have gathered from yesterday's hasty posting, conditions here were finally in my favour. Maybe it was the scream therapy. Maybe it was due to happen anyway. But I'd like to think it was the power of all the good vibes coming my way from all you lovely people. I was quite overwhelmed by all the supportive messages I received after Saturday's crisis - thank you all very much.

Just as well I made the most if it yesterday - conditions today have been at their most capricious. Frequent squalls have created patchy conditions, with the wind sometimes rising and dropping 10 times in as many minutes. If I was a sailor I'd have been manic - reef in, reef out, reef in, reef out. As it is, my moods have been manic. At this rate it will be a miracle if I reach Antigua a) at all, and b) sane. Mr Atlantic has made it very clear who's running this show.

Thanks for texts from: Gwenaelle and Hayden, Natalie (ouch! You know how to hit me where it hurts - got me right in the pride!), Sandi (see Technical page for explanation of Sedna. Also happens to be Andes backwards, harking back to my adventures in Peru), Caroline (good questions, I know the answers! Thanks for generous financial incentive - in the nicest possible way, I'll try to cost you dear!), HSS, AH, Philip Goodier, Kevin, Pascale & Terrence, Pauline, Caroline, Mike M, Kurt, John T, Alastair & Kath, Tim (very appropriate lyrics from the Kinks - thanks - but next time you want to send such a lovely long message would you mind please using the Contact page on my website - my poxy Iridium phone can only hold 29 messages at a time), Bri (thanks for advice. Will try to do so), JB, Frances (great mental image!), Brian (no idea. ask me nearer the time!), Patrick, Lynne, Duncan, Matt at Univ, Bethia Woolf (wise words), Tiny, Jeff, AJ, Westie (plenty to do yet - don't I know it?! I swear these miles get longer...)

Andy - excellent news that there is some duct tape in my Sailingunlimited Sea Survival Pack. Thank you!

Rita Savage's PS: Grateful thanks from Roz and myself to people who have recently contributed to the Prince's Trust Charity through Justgiving and to The Voyage through PayPal. An added encouragement to Roz as she continues on her way with all of its ups and downs.

For GPS position, race position and miles from La Gomera, see

Wind: E, variable (estimate)
Weather: sunshine, squalls
Sea state: rough
Hours rowing: 12

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